The entire pregnancy leading up to September 14th I was kind of clueless as to what we we would be having. When I was pregnant with both Blake and Logan I had a feeling that they were boys.
I just wasn't really feeling either way this time around.
The first 20 weeks of my pregnancy I had thought it would be nice to have a girl. Pink and purple would have been a nice change, cheerleading and gymnastics would have been cool. But more than all that I always wanted to have a relationship with my daughter like the one I have with my mom.
But who says I can't?
So would I be lying if I didn't take a second after I found out this baby was a boy and reflect on the fact that I would never have a daughter? Yes I would. But am I totally okay with this baby being a boy? I sure am. In fact, now that I know it to be true, I am so excited. I can't wait to see the relationship these boys will all have. I can't wait to get all my baby boy clothes out for another round. I don't want to rush the next 4 more months but I can't wait to see what he will look like and hold him and give him a million kisses.
But for now... These two all day.....